"kalau aku boleh buat orang di sekeliling aku gembira,aku juga akan gembira walaupun aku sebenarnya derita"

aku tulis apa yg aku rsa,apa yg aku alami n apa yg aku rsa berkaitan ngan aku wlpn bnda tu ada kna mngena ngan org lain..

Sunday, July 26, 2009

ntah la

act aku nie trsa sgt dgn si dia...
tp aku xleh wat pe2...
maybe dia x sngaja...
tp aku nie sorg yg sgt2 snsitive...
maybe pda korg aku bnda nie kecik je...
tp pda aku...
amat besar sekali...
kdng2 aku akan trfikir kan prkara nie..
n my mind always tell me to think positive...
but i cant...
i will cry slowly n slowly...
until mata aku bengkak...
its funny...
im alone...
without frenz..
without family...
people know me as happy go lucky boy but its just to cover my sadness...
they didnt try to understand me...
only illi dhiya always keep company me..
but..
time change...
she going bz day by day...
but i can blame her...
its call life..
i want to say to illi...
im really love u...
i hope our 1st date will run smoothly...
i will purpose u illi...
trust me...

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